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Is everyone always destined to be loveless?

We all hope one day, we will find our loved ones.

May be, just... may be.......

I fall deep within my heart,

Despair filling every corner of my soul.

Time seems to stop,

As I create a shield around me.

I will never let anyone hurt me ever again.

Ever again, Not if I can't help it.

I am at a loss for words.

No sound emenating from my lips.

No thoughts run across my head.

Nothing can save me.

Nothing.

Or so I thought until you came.

You filled every corner of my being with want.

Passion burns my soul every time you lean in.

You aren't like everybody else.

You treat me so kindly,

while others glare and whisper.

You talk to me an soothe my problems,

Others just ignore me and pass by.

Why is it that I feel this way around you?

Is it because you are able to accept me for who I am?

Is it because you feel sorry for me?

What is it?

I guess for some people, it is called Kindness.

For others is called  Benevolency.

For me, It's love.

My feelings lay in turmoil inside.

I want to witdraw into my shell, but

I also want to be with you.

What should I do?

Back to the days when nothing pierce my soul.

I stood day and night without a care.

Letting the feelings pass over my heart.

Not even taking a second glance.

Making a mistake in letting my mask fall

the realizing not at all.

The feelings lain dormant for so long.

Spread like a wildfire so strong.

Warmth wrapped like a speacila package.

Love seeping trhough every fiber of my being.

So warm is your love.

From dawn to twilight,

Love entertwining.

Like a complicated maze,

Our love has no end.

May be for once,

just this once.

I am glad I let my mask fall.

Or else I would never feel  this it at all.

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❤